Bye bye heatwave, how I enjoyed your presence in my life. Missing you already! Tripped out to the best beach in Dublin most days to enjoy a favourite of my pastimes: sunbathing. ‘Twas truly scorcio.
Raining coming. Ah, the joys of living on the Emerald Isle. Bring on the rain!
Life was a beach. In Madagascar…disappearing below sea level.
Whenever I am seized by a sudden surge of climate anxiety, all I can do is pray. It’s my coping mechanism. Environmental meltdown plays on my mind.
Lately my daydreams keep having catastrophic endings…bloody daymares! My mind simply keeps meandering into the darkest of places all by itself.
The rain has come. Raining down on my prospects of a date later. Drinks & a stroll about town after 8? Not likely. I’ll probably end up staring at this screen until bedtime, erratically framing my overflowing thoughts into sentences.
Dinner tonight is a punnet of overripe strawberries. Brunch earlier was 2 cappuccinos & a hot sausage roll. That’s it for the day, not to mention a mushroom coffee or two. No more crisps & chocolate from the vending machines downstairs. There’s weight to be lost! I’m halfway to my target weight loss after losing 9kg. Nice work. And I’m into my 7th week nicotine free once again, best of all, forever may it last!
This week is so far so fun, wining & dining & walking & talking with friends. Happy afternoons & early nights followed by yogi mornings. Who could complain? I’m not complaining but I’ve felt better, inside.
Maybe I’m a little lovesick. He, who will not be named, is fucking with my heart even as I type ‘cos he’s just not giving me enough attention. I want more than he wants to give. We’ve been there, talked about that. Best friends forever. In other words, fuck buddies. Plain & simple. I don’t like it plain & simple. I wanna get complicated. Tough shit.
Faith In The Ripple Effect 